[Read]: - 2006-01-18
[Read]: - 2004-08-08
[Read]: - 2004-08-08
[Read]: - 2004-08-08
[Read]: - 2004-08-08
[Read]: she strikes again! 2004-06-30
[Read]: She's going in for inpatient chemo treatment either this week or next week 2004-07-01
[Read]: - 2004-06-30
[Read]: I haven't been able to spend any time with him lately, what with my sister's--WEDDING? 2004-06-21
[Read]: my sister got married 2004-06-19
[Read]: - 2004-06-15
[Read]: all at 24. 2004-06-13
[Read]: I shall start this over again later! 2004-06-13
[Read]: I think things are coming back into proper perspective. 2004-06-11
[Read]: I don’t know what to do to redeem myself. 2004-06-10
[Read]: - 2004-06-09
[Read]: I feel defeated. 2004-06-09
[Read]: bad news 2004-06-09
[Read]: I'm soooo damn frustrated. 2004-06-08
[Read]: revenge plan suggestions are more than welcome 2004-06-08
[Read]: the game so changed the minute she decided to fuck with me friends. 2004-06-07
[Read]: Deranged piece of shit 2004-06-05
[Read]: FUCK BUNNY! 2004-06-04
[Read]: Always with love 2004-06-04
[Read]: I don't give two shits. 2004-06-03
[Read]: And I still didn’t get to talk about my day! 2004-06-02
[Read]: - 2004-06-01
[Read]: Cry me a fucking river 2004-05-31
[Read]: - 2004-05-27
[Read]: it would've been nice to have finally given that bitch a taste of her medicine. . . 2004-05-27
[Read]: I'm always having to take one day at a time 2004-05-26
[Read]: Finally. Finally. Finally. 2004-05-25
[Read]: .what the hell was she thinking putting something like that up underneath pics of her getting head from a guy?? 2004-05-23
[Read]: the end. 2004-05-22
[Read]: To be Continued! 2004-05-22
[Read]: Sometimes I feel like being the girl friend is the bad end of the deal. Being the friend and never being/meaning so much to a person, is a better situation. 2004-05-21
[Read]: Innocent victim of all things wrong in the world. Saint that she is. . . poor poor Bunny. 2004-05-20
[Read]: is it wrong? 2004-05-19
[Read]: - 2004-05-19
[Read]: - 2004-05-18
[Read]: - 2004-05-18
[Read]: - 2004-05-17
[Read]: - 2004-05-17
[Read]: obesessed 2004-05-15
[Read]: - 2004-05-14
[Read]: - 2008-05-13
[Read]: devastated 2004-05-13
[Read]: - 2008-05-11
[Read]: I should be studying 2004-05-09
[Read]: 110% 2004-05-07
[Read]: Though I did study today, I also went into work with my older 2004-05-04
[Read]: I wonder if he's still with his girl friend. 2004-05-03
[Read]: I'm not holding my breathe. 2004-05-03
[Read]: And then there are nights where he parades me around and is so affectionate toward me that I can't remember why I was ever insecure about him or our relationship. 2004-05-02
[Read]: I should be studying. 2004-04-29
[Read]: one year. 2004-04-29
[Read]: I haven't called him since that night and he hasn't called me. 2004-04-28
[Read]: - 2004-04-27
[Read]: I'll never know. 2004-04-26
[Read]: sunshine and rainbows 2004-04-25
[Read]: walking away from something that’s great now. 2004-04-21
[Read]: . . .and the world seems good again. 2004-04-20
[Read]: die 2004-04-20
[Read]: I have no backbone 2004-04-19
[Read]: Everytime I write it down, I get mad. 2004-04-16
[Read]: my blood pressure is not lowering... 2004-04-15
[Read]: I can't think about this 2004-04-14
[Read]: AND NOW SHE WANTS MY BLOOD NOW TOO. 2004-04-12
[Read]: I don't need this 2004-04-11
[Read]: When I get upset 2004-04-11
[Read]: I don't want anymore drama!! 2004-04-11
[Read]: happily ever after 2004-04-10
[Read]: Karma is one thing. but sabotoge is something else. 2004-04-09
[Read]: say something to make me feel better...please? 2004-04-09
[Read]: phewwwwwwwwwwww. 2004-04-08
[Read]: I miss the days of when waking up was all I really had to do 2004-04-07
[Read]: Changing test dates 2004-04-06
[Read]: Lost control over the same person he always loses control over 2004-04-06
[Read]: hookah! 2008-04-02
[Read]: I failed my pathology midterm 2008-03-31
[Read]: yeah so these e-mails might help in what's been going on for the past days, or you can just go the last entry too. 2004-03-31
[Read]: rain, rain go away... 2004-03-31
[Read]: Bunny called his house in the morning and spoke to his mom--and told her everything. 2008-03-26
[Read]: I dont think that's enuogh reason to stay with someone anymore 2004-03-25
[Read]: - 2004-03-24
[Read]: Just the thought of ur eyes tearing up over this is pretty hard for me. 2008-03-23
[Read]: I feel shitty. 2004-03-22
[Read]: DAYDREAMS AND ENVY 2008-03-21
[Read]: when Bunny comes home from college. Stay tuned . . . 2004-03-19
[Read]: Guys simply get bored of one girl. 2004-03-16
[Read]: it's weird how one guy can look like both 2004-03-15
[Read]: The party was really lame 2004-03-15
[Read]: I was slightly drunk and S was right there next to me 2004-03-14
[Read]: guess what I did in my BioMed Lab today?? 2004-03-11
[Read]: this is bad news! 2004-03-10
[Read]: I’m going to have such a good weekend! 2004-03-10
[Read]: same exact thing. 2004-03-08
[Read]: I have been doing really poorly on my exams 2004-03-04
[Read]: Spent it in resentment for each other. 2004-03-03
[Read]: I would be lying if I were to say that my heart still doesn't skip a beat 2004-03-02
[Read]: I don't know how long this layout will last. 2004-03-02
[Read]: He's doing okay now. 2004-03-01
[Read]: I don't think I ever want to have any of his brothers call me ever again. 2004-02-29
[Read]: e-mail from S about vermont 2004-02-25
[Read]: I sorta kinda stood up to M 2004-02-24
[Read]: Silly Rabbit . . . 2004-02-22
[Read]: she annoys the shit out me 2004-02-22
[Read]: he's having a lot of fun 2004-02-21
[Read]: I hate my friends. 2004-02-20
[Read]: my paranoid head 2004-02-19
[Read]: What the hell happened to everyone gets what they deserve in the end? 2004-02-18
[Read]: Annoying hot pink lipstick wearing. . . dork. 2004-02-17
[Read]: how come us being together has only made him ambitious and me a lazy dumbass?? 2004-02-16
[Read]: So no matter what heppens, this has already happened, so this much is true and nothing can ever change this. 2004-02-15
[Read]: right of passage for most girls 2004-02-13
[Read]: Him standing at the top of the staircase watching me leaving . . . 2004-02-12
[Read]: I wonder what it is that he's doing with me--not the the other way around. 2004-02-11
[Read]: and wondering if my tummy has in fact swelled for reasons that might make sense all of the sudden if my monthly visitor was to skip town on me. 2004-02-10
[Read]: I had the worst day at work today. 2004-02-09
[Read]: Happy Valentines' Day 2004-02-07
[Read]: no Valentines' Day for me. . . 2004-02-05
[Read]: It's all a part of the package. 2004-02-04
[Read]: - 2004-01-29
[Read]: Placid is cool man. 2004-01-27
[Read]: I am on a path all by myself. 2004-01-26
[Read]: I want these things by this summer. 2004-01-25
[Read]: WAY TOO COLD! 2004-01-24
[Read]: I'm such an inner fatty. 2004-01-23
[Read]: . . . as if I could do that even if I wanted to, right? 2004-01-22
[Read]: I perioded on my boyfriend. 2004-01-18
[Read]: Why do I put up with it? 2004-01-15
[Read]: E-mail to S last night 2004-01-14
[Read]: Do I live in a fucking soap opera or what? 2004-01-13
[Read]: I like being tortured by her games. 2004-01-12
[Read]: why does she still care so much? 2004-01-12
[Read]: Boys give girls eating disorders 2004-01-12
[Read]: my mom got ME TO TAKE MINE OUT. 2004-01-09
[Read]: - 2004-01-09
[Read]: Ironic how he is the only thing that makes me miserable. 2004-01-08
[Read]: once a cheater, always a cheater... 2004-01-07
[Read]: Was it ever really supposed to be this complicated? 2004-01-06
[Read]: I'm learning 2004-01-05
[Read]: boy friend and girl friend. 2004-01-05
[Read]: So fucking swept. 2004-01-02
[Read]: - 2004-01-02
[Read]: And I never thought I'd give into these things so easily. 2004-01-02
[Read]: it was "like a weapon". 2004-01-01
[Read]: the "incident" resurfaces 2003-12-30
[Read]: I still feel extremely neglected 2003-12-29
[Read]: CONSUMER BUILT AMERICA 2003-12-28
[Read]: I could fill the pages of a soap opera script book 2003-12-28
[Read]: I hate 2003-12-26
[Read]: I cannot 2003-12-25
[Read]: OPPORTUNITY COST. 2003-12-25
[Read]: Can you blame me for not giving a damn about what they think or what it is that they want from me and my life? 2003-12-22
[Read]: Her entire existence has become such a pathetic thing. 2003-12-22
[Read]: As long as I can, I will. 2003-12-21
[Read]: daydream 2003-12-20
[Read]: He stole the words from my mouth. 2003-12-19
[Read]: Perhaps, I’m being overdramatic 2003-12-16
[Read]: I know that it broke into a million peices because even though I couldn't see past S, I could feel the small fragments of glass come and hit across my legs. . . 2003-12-15
[Read]: my pakistani boy. 2003-12-12
[Read]: Oh man, I feel like shit. 2003-12-12
[Read]: I just need a way to get through this week and then everything will get better. 2003-12-11
[Read]: I simply refuse to condone that anymore. 2003-12-11
[Read]: babies, they change colors when they have to poop! 2003-12-11
[Read]: WTF? 2003-12-10
[Read]: Something about wasting my time sitting on a toilet rather than reading something that bores me to tears seems appealing to me at this moment. 2003-12-09
[Read]: the bathroom incident 2003-12-08
[Read]: My precious precious love. 2003-12-07
[Read]: So the other day 2003-12-06
[Read]: so i put on my glasses ... 2003-12-06
[Read]: we're not friends 2003-12-05
[Read]: - 2003-12-03
[Read]: We didn't get much sleep. Ahem. 2003-12-01
[Read]: Mini 2003-11-30
[Read]: Thanksgiving 2003-11-27
[Read]: It all seems rather futile. 2003-11-26
[Read]: uncle 2003-11-24
[Read]: AMAZING. 2003-11-23
[Read]: Wednesday night 2003-11-23
[Read]: I’m far to tired to fight it all at the same time. 2003-11-21
[Read]: trust blindly 2003-11-18
[Read]: feelings are far too intangible. 2003-11-17
[Read]: gross annoying couples 2003-11-16
[Read]: man, if we were that lucky. 2003-11-15
[Read]: CONSUMED 2003-11-13
[Read]: she is another one that I just want to make bleed 2003-11-12
[Read]: bitter housewife . . . 2003-11-11
[Read]: Why do things always seem to get worse when it comes to me? 2003-11-11
[Read]: I studied so hard for this exam 2003-11-10
[Read]: my uterus skipped a beat . . . 2003-11-09
[Read]: he doesn't think it's worth talking about 2003-11-07
[Read]: false dreams 2003-11-06
[Read]: On other news . . . 2003-11-05
[Read]: indulge me 2003-11-04
[Read]: AND I also knew that that's what I got for messing around with my boy friend during Ramadan 2003-11-03
[Read]: Yesterday [friday] was so damn perfect. 2003-11-02
[Read]: Ending up in love with the first guy you've slept with really sucks, especially when he himself wasn't a virgin before you. 2003-10-30
[Read]: get free 2003-10-28
[Read]: emails: mon 10/27/03 [Day 1 of Ramadan] 2003-10-27
[Read]: "so you wanna be my wife huh? have kids and the whole nine yard?" 2003-10-26
[Read]: E-mail to S (2003-10-26) 2003-10-26
[Read]: I broke up with her 2003-10-24
[Read]: whatever this shit is that is going on my life has to seriously stop 2003-10-24
[Read]: if you could only see the way he loves me. . . 2003-10-23
[Read]: he blamed my insanity on my period. 2003-10-22
[Read]: When did things get to this extreme? 2003-10-21
[Read]: downward spiral 2003-10-20
[Read]: it was a BLOB 2003-10-20
[Read]: Ramadan is going to be extremely hard 2003-10-19
[Read]: type of thing. 2003-10-19
[Read]: To get some nookie, that's why. 2003-10-17
[Read]: AND THEN! 2003-10-15
[Read]: Make me understand, why I'm supposed to TOLERATE YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH HER? 2003-10-15
[Read]: go all the way 2003-10-13
[Read]: So the 22nd. I have to wait until then . . . 2003-10-13
[Read]: nonfunctional 2003-10-11
[Read]: I want to be in your arms tonight 2003-10-10
[Read]: immensely happy 2003-10-10
[Read]: I'm watching the game 2003-10-09
[Read]: drooling on my text book 2003-10-09
[Read]: pointless 2003-10-08
[Read]: "if i could. . ." 2003-10-06
[Read]: if only . . . 2003-10-05
[Read]: S is the type of guy that when he has a "moment", he won't ever let me know. 2003-10-04
[Read]: call me old fashioned, but I feel as though the guy still has an obligation to take care of certain aspects of a date. 2003-10-03
[Read]: I'm so fucking annoyed! 2003-10-02
[Read]: completely lost all my focus 2003-09-30
[Read]: I seems to be straight out of some twisted drama filled novel 2003-09-28
[Read]: I love our time together 2003-09-27
[Read]: Again, the life style that I want to have, I simply do not have the endurance for. 2003-09-27
[Read]: simply do not have the endurance for. 2003-09-26
[Read]: great. 2003-09-24
[Read]: Baby you get me so high. 2003-09-23
[Read]: but I just feel like . . . how can I talk about what’s been going on now, without talking about what’s been going on? 2003-09-22
[Read]: I felt completely hopeless Tuesday 2003-09-21
[Read]: Sunday/Monday 2003-09-20
[Read]: I should start from the begining 2003-09-19
[Read]: do I have fat ankles? 2003-09-18
[Read]: tears mean nothing more than . . . 2003-09-16
[Read]: perfect fit (part I) 2003-09-15
[Read]: emails I sent to break up with him. . . 2003-09-14
[Read]: - 2003-09-14
[Read]: "I [heart] U" 2003-09-13
[Read]: I hope I can get out! 2003-09-12
[Read]: I think we’re really good together. 2003-09-09
[Read]: look me in the eye 2003-09-08
[Read]: - 2003-09-08
[Read]: the scariest shit 2003-09-07
[Read]: Okay so let’s continue on with what I was saying last night 2003-09-07
[Read]: Pierced! 2003-09-06
[Read]: You know what? 2003-09-05
[Read]: I wish I didn’t like him. Gah, I hate him for that! 2003-09-03
[Read]: I feel like I belong on Ricki Lake! 2003-09-02
[Read]: hmm e-mails 2003-08-31
[Read]: I think S is still under the impression that I'm all "dainty", "princessy" and much too "prissy" 2003-08-31
[Read]: I enjoyed that he came to see me tonight. 2003-08-31
[Read]: I have to lie about it and never let them know anything 2003-08-30
[Read]: you're in canada?! damn it!! 2003-08-30
[Read]: Still on my trip! 2003-08-26
[Read]: hope I have a good time on my trip. 2003-08-21
[Read]: brick wall 2003-08-20
[Read]: addicted to the OC 2003-08-19
[Read]: I don't know why his mood changed with me last night 2003-08-18
[Read]: I’ll get used to it 2003-08-18
[Read]: wonder how many babies were conceived last night 2003-08-15
[Read]: I don’t know why it’s a realization every time 2003-08-15
[Read]: My darling, what have you done? Why is it so hard for me to just trust you? 2003-08-14
[Read]: How far fetched? 2003-08-12
[Read]: Bummer. 2003-08-11
[Read]: Personal Attraction Test 2003-08-11
[Read]: Colin Farrell 2003-08-09
[Read]: "Well we don't know how long we're going to be together" and I said, "Yeah, we have plenty of time to decide whether we want to see that or not. We'll decide when the time comes". 2003-08-09
[Read]: Charisma Carpenter 2003-08-08
[Read]: I WANT TO GET MY HAIR CUT. 2003-08-07
[Read]: I totally hesitated 2003-08-06
[Read]: He's as thug as my stuffed koala bear is . . . 2003-08-05
[Read]: I’m done trying 2003-08-05
[Read]: the bbq, he wasn't lying, and I don't hate her. 2003-08-04
[Read]: what do I know? 2003-08-03
[Read]: Nothing more, nothing less. 2003-08-02
[Read]: He sticks to the plans. 2003-08-01
[Read]: it’s such a high 2003-07-31
[Read]: bittersweet 2003-07-31
[Read]: He. Rocked. My. World. 2003-07-30
[Read]: Never Never Never. 2003-07-30
[Read]: something no one should miss. 2003-07-29
[Read]: His problems would be over if I just disappeared. 2003-07-28
[Read]: 1:00 P.M./5:18 P.M. 2003-07-28
[Read]: this has officially been too much information 2003-07-27
[Read]: When I say that I'm insecure, he seriously asks me why on earth I'd ever feel that way? That's when I have to remind him because he CHEATED on me. 2003-07-26
[Read]: I mean what's stopping him from sleeping with her? Nothing. 2003-07-25
[Read]: I think it was just my period. 2003-07-24
[Read]: I guess there is an advantage to having your period! 2003-07-24
[Read]: Like what headache is it causing you to see me not rolling around in the house because I'm too fat to walk? 2003-07-22
[Read]: and I can't talk when I'm emotional 2003-07-21
[Read]: He is misery. And I am pathetic. 2003-07-21
[Read]: work is getting better and better as each day is going by 2003-07-20
[Read]: Argh. 2003-07-19
[Read]: why the hell does he keep me around? 2003-07-18
[Read]: it’s scary being smitten 2003-07-18
[Read]: Why couldn't he have just been a normal guy? 2003-07-17
[Read]: I smelled like him the whole day today. 2003-07-17
[Read]: I don't know what to do with him. 2003-07-17
[Read]: again with the convos 2003-07-16
[Read]: I was very much disappointed with the entire experience. 2003-07-15
[Read]: I should get ready 2003-07-14
[Read]: What losers, man! 2003-07-13
[Read]: I couldn’t keep a straight face. 2003-07-12
[Read]: one less mystery 2003-07-11
[Read]: Sad isn’t it? But it’s the truth. 2003-07-10
[Read]: Why do people meet people left and right and I have the hardest time meeting people? Well decent non-fucker types? 2003-07-10
[Read]: . . . or I could just be very paranoid. 2003-07-09
[Read]: “I don’t want pity, I just want what is mine” 2003-07-08
[Read]: I am nothing more than a doormat to S. 2003-07-07
[Read]: I need to think clearly. 2003-07-06
[Read]: Empowered 2003-07-06
[Read]: Worthless. 2003-07-06
[Read]: it better be worth it. 2003-07-04
[Read]: last night's mission 2003-07-03
[Read]: what on Earth was he thinking? 2003-07-02
[Read]: he’s not worth myself going through this . . . 2003-07-02
[Read]: - 2003-07-01
[Read]: I'm sorry things are getting worse 2003-06-30
[Read]: On other news 2003-06-30
[Read]: he's going crazy 2003-06-30
[Read]: I'm just so mortified at his actions 2003-06-29
[Read]: sitting duck 2003-06-28
[Read]: Does my heart have to break everytime? 2003-06-27
[Read]: I was starting to like him! 2003-06-27
[Read]: pain 2003-06-26
[Read]: Bunny is reeking havok. 2003-06-25
[Read]: That is if we ever do start . . . 2003-06-25
[Read]: I feel like throwing up. 2003-06-24
[Read]: he cheated on me. 2003-06-24
[Read]: the rules of life is that the worst case scenario can and will happen—not just to everyone else, but you ONLY YOU. 2003-06-24
[Read]: I am TOTALLY BREAKING OUT. 2003-06-23
[Read]: science fiction 2003-06-22
[Read]: such crap. 2003-06-21
[Read]: Sounds like a plan. 2003-06-20
[Read]: and since I was, it changed how he saw me . . . 2003-06-19
[Read]: drama queens 2003-06-19
[Read]: series of bad dreams 2003-06-18
[Read]: I have no reason to be 2003-06-18
[Read]: S likes them bigger. 2003-06-17
[Read]: Man I hate that I have to do this alone 2003-06-16
[Read]: Thursday 2003-06-15
[Read]: innocent 2003-06-13
[Read]: But. But. But! What the hell? 2003-06-11
[Read]: I wish u did too 2003-06-10
[Read]: what difference does it really make? 2003-06-09
[Read]: Sometimes—okay a lot of the times, S, makes me very nervous 2003-06-08
[Read]: Yeah sure, I’ll keep my options open--WHILE I’M IMPRISONED BEHIND MY BEDROOM WALLS! 2003-06-06
[Read]: sometimes the guy is attached and the girl isn’t 2003-06-05
[Read]: more when I feel coherent 2003-06-05
[Read]: I LIKE S. 2003-06-03
[Read]: I don't know why I'm writing this 2003-06-02
[Read]: I honestly feel like no one is happy about this S thing happening with me. 2003-06-02
[Read]: reservations for 2 2003-06-01
[Read]: It’s like you keep waking up 2003-05-31
[Read]: He makes things so hard 2003-05-30
[Read]: I-think-my-period-is-trying-to-kill-me situation 2003-05-29
[Read]: isn’t it sad continuing something with someone when you just realized that chances are it’s not gonna be long? 2003-05-28
[Read]: no turning back? 2003-05-28
[Read]: my path . . . 2003-05-26
[Read]: Completely 2003-05-23
[Read]: It is surreal to be up at 3 o’clock in the morning, thinking about the guy that isn’t your boyfriend, kissing you goodnight in the most natural, yet unexpected way. 2003-05-23
[Read]: fuck off 2003-05-22
[Read]: so what the hell is he 2003-05-22
[Read]: things I need to get off my chest 2003-05-21
[Read]: I think I’ll go sleep now 2003-05-19
[Read]: Why is that upsetting? 2003-05-18
[Read]: It doesn’t matter 2003-05-16
[Read]: just goes to show you that sometimes your best is still not good enough 2003-05-15
[Read]: everything is just how it’s supposed to be. 2003-05-15
[Read]: Everything is as it should be. 2003-05-14
[Read]: And I close my eyes and dream that I'm awake 2003-05-13
[Read]: There is nothing you can say to make this worse!! So just say something!! 2003-05-12
[Read]: I didn’t think it was going to affect me 2003-05-11
[Read]: That’s how it should be . . . 2003-05-10
[Read]: It’s late and I’m babbling . . . 2003-05-10
[Read]: this is what my day is going to be consisting of 2003-05-09
[Read]: Gah, that count down calendar is beginning to seem more and more appealing as more time goes by . . . 2003-05-08
[Read]: he just wants to be friends 2003-05-07
[Read]: "I wish I could see you reading this" 2003-05-06
[Read]: time pass? 2003-05-05
[Read]: S is SO my boy! 2003-05-05
[Read]: The vibe was intense. Energy inside was crazy. 2003-05-04
[Read]: I guess I deserve this kind of rejection for being so turned off by him initially due to the fact that he wasn’t what I was/am looking for in a guy physically 2003-05-03
[Read]: inflation, deflation 2003-05-01
[Read]: I hate that I’m still young and I can’t remember things for the life of me. 2003-04-30
[Read]: people irritate me 2003-04-30
[Read]: The point is that I have too many finals coming up 2003-04-29
[Read]: Gaahhhblahekgahbslkgjr sghrgskjsh jksgh I think that has been the most interesting thing I’ve written in this entire entry. 2003-04-28
[Read]: I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do with him. 2003-04-23
[Read]: I’m so shallow. 2003-04-22
[Read]: I hope this doesn’t turn out disastrous 2003-04-21
[Read]: what do you say to that? 2003-04-19
[Read]: I'm a "situation" to him. 2003-04-18
[Read]: So I did call. It rang, I chickened out and hung the hell up. 2003-04-17
[Read]: Damn, my head has a mind of its own 2003-04-16
[Read]: I'm so lame when it comes to cute boys 2003-04-16
[Read]: WHY DON'T THEY CALL WHEN YOU THINK THEY'RE GOING TO CALL?! 2003-04-16
[Read]: No I don't think so. 2003-04-15
[Read]: “Yeah, NRJ and I? I’m really sorry, but we’re doing a bunch of nothing with each other. Yo, just thought I’d let you know.” 2003-04-14
[Read]: I really like his laugh 2003-04-14
[Read]: I don't think my problem has anything to do with my actual weight 2003-04-11
[Read]: isn't that all that matters? 2003-04-11
[Read]: changed my mind this morning, when I realized, I might run in to NRJ there 2003-04-10
[Read]: I seek acceptance 2003-04-09
[Read]: Gah, what the fuck? Why am I thinking all this about this guy? 2003-04-08
[Read]: there's a lot of snow outside 2003-04-07
[Read]: Damn me and my mouth 2003-04-07
[Read]: damn. 2003-04-06
[Read]: Now why doesn't anyone write stuff like this for me?! 2003-04-06
[Read]: ever feel so fucking retarded? 2003-04-06
[Read]: I think he digs me 2003-04-06
[Read]: I think I'm falling for him. 2003-04-05
[Read]: Here we go again 2003-04-04
[Read]: why I flunked my exam today 2003-04-03
[Read]: but. 2003-04-02
[Read]: Another boring day 2003-04-01
[Read]: I wish you hadn’t let go of me. 2003-03-31
[Read]: I only want you when I'm horny 2003-03-30
[Read]: little green martian 2003-03-30
[Read]: rejection is rejection 2003-03-26
[Read]: Even if you are just a little girl 2003-03-25
[Read]: who the fuck's getting married? 2003-03-25
[Read]: this girl pisses the fuck out of me. 2003-03-24
[Read]: A girl can dream, can’t she? 2003-03-23
[Read]: a rock is broken 2003-03-22
[Read]: I feel like he wants me to be broken 2003-03-21
[Read]: all I can think about 2003-03-20
[Read]: not to expect him to call 2003-03-19
[Read]: shouldn’t have gotten out of bed 2003-03-18
[Read]: I'm normal again 2003-03-17
[Read]: wish 2003-03-16
[Read]: relax! 2003-03-15
[Read]: this week so far, has been really good. 2003-03-14
[Read]: I'd never get away with it 2003-03-12
[Read]: today could've totally been shitty--but it wasn't 2003-03-11
[Read]: it's awesome 2003-03-10
[Read]: I'm bored 2003-03-09
[Read]: I don’t see a point to finishing up what happened last night 2003-03-08
[Read]: you can find me in da club 2003-03-07
[Read]: yes I lost my head 2003-03-05
[Read]: I totally feel played like a 12-year-old junior high school girl. 2003-03-05
[Read]: Please please please please 2003-03-04
[Read]: don't know what to entitle this 2003-03-04
[Read]: Ouuuuuccccccchhhh I need my belly rubbed 2003-03-03
[Read]: I wouldn't care 2003-03-02
[Read]: He hurts me so much 2003-03-01
[Read]: M*A*S*H 2003-03-01
[Read]: he doesn’t even know what I see in him 2003-03-01
[Read]: read what you want 2003-02-27
[Read]: I should be studying right now 2003-02-26
[Read]: JUST SAY NO! 2003-02-26
[Read]: I thought I'd never get over him. 2003-02-24
[Read]: so damn emotional 2003-02-23
[Read]: babies smell good. except when they don't. 2003-02-23
[Read]: ::sigh:: how boring is my life? 2003-02-21
[Read]: babble babble 2003-02-20
[Read]: he never gave me any reason to take much notice of him 2003-02-20
[Read]: broken 2003-02-19
[Read]: broken boy 2003-02-19
[Read]: until you're resting here with me 2003-02-17
[Read]: I think she saw a young girl looking like she had been abandoned by the world and wanted to lend a hand 2003-02-17
[Read]: idiot 2003-02-16
[Read]: !!!!!!!!!!!! 2003-02-16
[Read]: it’s almost like we have two different set of people raising us 2003-02-15
[Read]: . . . 2003-02-13
[Read]: There is no escaping it 2003-02-13
[Read]: what do you do when your immigrant parents don't know what the "big 'o'" is?! 2003-02-12
[Read]: I miss him. 2003-02-12
[Read]: Its been 24 hrs. . . and 23 minutes 2003-02-11
[Read]: just forget it 2003-02-11
[Read]: Over. 2003-02-10
[Read]: Think less, frolic more. 2003-02-10
[Read]: heartbreak 2003-02-09
[Read]: previous message was not received 2003-02-08
[Read]: let me tell you about my dream 2003-02-07
[Read]: all fun and games to him 2003-02-06
[Read]: the Sims 2003-02-05
[Read]: I don’t want to go into the lounge to read/study 2003-02-05
[Read]: I will continue this later 2003-02-05
[Read]: watching hot frat boys wrestle 2003-02-04
[Read]: his arms 2003-02-03
[Read]: bring me to life 2003-02-02
[Read]: and that’s all that matters. 2003-02-02
[Read]: kidding myself 2003-02-02
[Read]: Simple as that 2003-02-01
[Read]: frustration is so not worth it 2003-01-31
[Read]: Was he checking me out—or Fat Shady?! 2003-01-31
[Read]: Today was—urgh 2003-01-30
[Read]: zillion times 2003-01-30
[Read]: we never resolve anything 2003-01-29
[Read]: I was so fascinated. 2003-01-28
[Read]: Did I tell you its freezing? 2003-01-27
[Read]: Again, I forgot to bring my wrist watch so I might be late for class 2003-01-27
[Read]: reality check 2003-01-26
[Read]: I'm so tired of being hurt. 2003-01-25
[Read]: I'm so tired of being hurt. 2003-01-25
[Read]: Nothing intereting 2003-01-25
[Read]: masochistic relationships 2003-01-23
[Read]: high for today 19 degrees, I think—argh. 2003-01-23
[Read]: it really hurts 2003-01-22
[Read]: I just want to lie in bed with him and all he wants to do is lie to me 2003-01-22
[Read]: hope and you hope and you hope 2003-01-18
[Read]: it's hard getting out of bed 2003-01-18
[Read]: I didn't feel like breathing today 2003-01-17
[Read]: I dreamt that . . . 2003-01-06
[Read]: Date? This was a date? 2003-01-03
[Read]: I'm easy to make happy 2003-01-01
[Read]: indecisive 2002-12-31
[Read]: pain to be driven out 2002-12-30
[Read]: doesn’t know what he’s missing out on 2002-12-30
[Read]: Bitch, how dare you disrespect me like that? 2002-12-29
[Read]: LUST, fucker? 2002-12-28
[Read]: ‘cause I’m just the man 2002-12-28
[Read]: But your conformations are always welcomed 2002-12-28
[Read]: More than ever after knowing him and having to have to forget him. 2002-12-26
[Read]: There are higher forces at work here. 2002-12-26
[Read]: New Year's resolution #1? 2002-12-25
[Read]: Wish me Keanu. 2002-12-14
[Read]: Isn't me consciously wanting it enough reason to have it? 2002-12-10
[Read]: It’s like—when someone punches you in the face. You feel it for days. Except you’re in love with the dumb fuck who punched you and you wish those hands would be used in other ways on you 2002-12-10
[Read]: monday 2002-10-14
[Read]: There we go, I found a reason to be upset. 2002-10-13
[Read]: weather [Read]: oh! like Riely was on "Buffy". Ahem, they dated. 2002-10-11
[Read]: how lame does a person have to be to PRETEND like she's fuckin' drunk?? 2002-10-05
[Read]: she looked like a drunk version of E.T. 2002-10-05
[Read]: trying to break down the damn door 2002-10-04
[Read]: 'Cause friends don't do that. 2002-09-27
[Read]: the first week of classes rocked 2002-09-06